I can’t wait to have children & stuff…….
I guess I can’t really change what I said but he asked me how did I feel… now he knows & now I’m being ignored. this is some bullshit. there’s so much I need to say but the internet isn’t the best place for that.
he’s texting me now & it seems like he doesn’t care if we break up or not
call me crazy but I feel like my relationship is becoming something different from what it use to be honesty, trust, 100% faithfulness to lies, distrust, and 50% faithfulness. If you feel like your becoming interested in other people & not going to be 100% honest with your gf please let me know because you out of all people know how it feels when the person you loves shows the slight bit of interest in someone else. No ones making you stay, please don’t stay if you feel like this is not where you want to be. I know I’m hard to deal with but I feel like I do everything I can & be there as much I can for him. I know I’m not crazy because I see the signs….just because you don’t text or call the people, there are other ways that I’m starting to see it. He’s always touching other people & when I asked him awhile ago why did he always use to touch me & he said that’s how I use to flirt, so why are you touching all these other people? ……….. why can’t we have what we use to have in the past? why do I always have to feel like he’s hiding something from me? If I was always touching guys, looking at their pages, or even talking to them it would be war. So why do I have to put up with it? When I bring up what he does… he tries to turn it around on me since day 1 of my relationship I’ve NEVER showed any interest in anyone neither have I wanted anyone else because I thought I found the person I’ve always wanted to be with. Keeping everything bottled is also whats killing me because he use to be the only person I could tell anything to now idk what he’s gonna tell someone else & I’m very private so I hate when other people know what I only wanted one person to know……. I know he loves me but you can’t love me & like everybody else. I’m that strong, I can’t put up with the same crap… if I’m always telling you the same thing about how I don’t like something, why do you continue to still do it????? No, I don’t wanna break up I just want us to go back to how we were. Loving each other, being there for each other, our innocent love we had. I want that back.